Quitting smoking, exercising, and gobbling down apple pie aside, I just feel so darned tired. I think I know the reasons. I probably do, but I just don't want to dwell on it. Trying to be positive here, you know? They say one of the best things to cure the blues is music . Listen to music, learn to play an instrument alone or at a center like emeryville , go to a live gig? Man, I am just so...I can't even find the words.