It feels like yesterday, but at the same time, it feels like it's been forever.
Most days, I don't even think about smoking anymore, but there are times when the urge to smoke is so strong that I find myself almost caving in. The only thing that stops me is the thought that the past months would have been for nothing. That if I was able to go through all that time without smoking, I can go through one more day.
Today is one of those days.
I wonder when (if?) these moments of craving will ever go away.
It doesn't help that I know I have gained (and seems like am gaining) weight since I stopped smoking. Vanity at its worst, you may say. Sue me.
It also doesn't help that I have been getting sick a lot since I quit. See Month 2.
You a quitter? How was your experience?
*End whine*
Most days, I don't even think about smoking anymore, but there are times when the urge to smoke is so strong that I find myself almost caving in. The only thing that stops me is the thought that the past months would have been for nothing. That if I was able to go through all that time without smoking, I can go through one more day.
Today is one of those days.
I wonder when (if?) these moments of craving will ever go away.
It doesn't help that I know I have gained (and seems like am gaining) weight since I stopped smoking. Vanity at its worst, you may say. Sue me.
It also doesn't help that I have been getting sick a lot since I quit. See Month 2.
You a quitter? How was your experience?
*End whine*
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