I used to like watching Glee - something I would not really want to admit now, but I am not one to deny facts. The main reason I got into it was that I was really impressed by their rendition of Journey's "Don't Stop Believing." What can I say? Music ALWAYS gets me, and that particular song just makes me feel much better.
This time last year, I was a wreck - not quite a train wreck (that was to come about a month later) but getting there.
This time last week, I was in Cloud 9. Being in Singapore to watch the Grand Prix is one of the highlights of my life (yes I am still not over that), and the fact that no Ferrari parts went flying in the track and Alonso went on to win the race just made things much much better.
Now, I am once again feeling as if life has dealt me cards that could be a LOT better. Things are not as bad as they were a year ago, but there certainly is room for improvement.
Life can easily turn. No matter how much you plan, no matter how careful you are, things have a way of twisting and turning. Sometimes it's good, sometimes it sucks. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I am trying to hold on...to the good in life, to the happiness I felt in the past month...
Doesn't mean I am holding on to things that should be let go. It's just that I am determined not to get sucked into the vortex of depression that is so easy to fall into. Rather, I am going to use all the lessons I have learned in the past year, and yes, not stop believing.