Dreamwalker

Am trying to really put a positive spin on things.  It is hard sometimes but songs like the one below help a lot: "Love Shines (A Song For My Daughters About God)" -Live- On a crystal clear blue morning There is a peace that only you can know It is truth and love and it is always there Even if you fall down Even if you fall down Love shines Oh, it shines Like an eternal sun, it shines Oh, love shines Like an eternal sun, it shines Think of gentle Jesus Think of the buddha underneath his tree They taught the world about love and how we all can be How we can all be free Open our hearts and see Love shines Oh, it shines Like an eternal sun, it shines Oh, love shines Like an eternal sun, it shines Oh, it shines Like an eternal sun, love shines It shines Like a revolution in your mind Like a revolution in your mind Like a revolution in your mind On a crystal clear blue morning There is a peace that only you can know It is truth and love and it is always there Even if you

It seems to be an off day.  I am having a really hard time trusting God this morning.  I need to get it off my chest.  I need to get it out of my mind.  I know I made some promises but it is hard at times to just totally let go.  I need to stop thinking because if I don't, I feel as if I were going insane. Please let everything be all right.  Please help Jerry keep his word.  Please lead him away from temptation and please keep us together.

God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference. Living one day at a time; Enjoying one moment at a time; Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; Taking, as He did, this sinful world as it is, not as I would have it; Trusting that He will make all things right if I surrender to His Will; That I may be reasonably happy in this life and supremely happy with Him Forever in the next. Amen. --Reinhold Niebuhr

  I kept the right ones out And let the wrong ones in Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins There were times in my life When I was goin' insane Tryin' to walk through The pain When I lost my grip And I hit the floor Yeah,I thought I could leave but couldn't get out the door I was so sick and tired Of livin' a lie I was wishin that I Would die [Chorus:] It's Amazing With the blink of an eye you finally see the light It's Amazing When the moment arrives that you know you'll be alright It's Amazing And I'm sayin' a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight That one last shot's a Permanent Vacation And how high can you fly with broken wings? Life's a journey not a destination And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings You have to learn to crawl Before you learn to walk But I just couldn't listen to all that righteous talk, oh yeah I was out on the street, Just tryin' to survive Scratchin' to stay Alive

All the world just stopped now So you say you don't wanna stay together anymore Let me take a deep breath babe If you need me Me and Neil'll be hangin' out with the dream king Neil says hi By the way I don't believe you're leaving Cause me and Charles Manson like the same ice cream I think it's that girl And I think they're pieces of me you've never seen Maybe she's just pieces of me you've never seen well All the world is all I am The black of the blackest ocean And the tear in your hand All the world is danging... Dangling'...Danglin' for me darlin' You don't know the power that you have With that tear in your hand Tear in you hand Maybe I ain't used to maybes Smashing in a cold room Cutting my hands up every time I touch you Maybe maybe it's time to wave goodbye now Time to wave goodbye now Caught a ride with the moon I know I know you well Better than I Used to haze all clouded up My mind in the daze of why it

Sarah McLachlan - Hold On Hold on Hold on to yourself For this is gonna hurt like hell Hold on Hold on to yourself You know that only time will tell What is it in me that refuses to believe This isn’t easier than the real thing My love You know that you’re my best friend You know I’d do anything for you My love Let nothing come between us My love for you is strong and true Am I in heaven here or am i... At the crossroads I am standing So now you’re sleeping peaceful I lie awake and pray That you’ll be strong tomorrow and we’ll See another day and we will praise it And love the light that brings a smile Across your face Oh God if you’re out there won’t you hear me I know that we’ve never talked before Oh God the man I love is leaving Won’t you take him when he comes to your door Am I in heaven here or am I in hell At the crossroads I am standing So now you’re sleeping peaceful I lie awake and pray That you’ll be strong tomorrow and we’ll See another day and we will praise it And lov