I woke up hearing the song by Rascal Flatts in my head...
I woke up this morning
With this feeling inside me that I can't explain
like a weight that I've carried
Been carried away, away
But I know something is coming
I don't know what it is
But I know it's amazing, you save me
My time is coming
And I'll find my way out of this longest drought...
Cliche, but after today, my life will change in drastic ways. Many of these changes - perhaps all - are due to my own decisions. Some decisions were easy and implemented immediately. Others are more of daily struggles.
Gone are the days of stressing out. Goodbye to the days of having to juggle a million balls at a time. Hello to my couch. Hello to new and undiscovered places. Hello (again) Internet!
Oh, hello healthy eating. On a side note...I am sick of having to eat chicken, fish, and more chicken and fish. My body is screaming for pork chops, steak, and ribs! I wonder if I take fat blockers, I will be able to eat these things more? I was just looking at alli reviews and they say that this pill is the best when dealing with fat. I don't know what my doctor will say about that, though.
Anyhow, yeah, it feels like today. And, today is a mixture of excitement (Game 7 of the NBA Finals will get me excited like nothing else) and sadness (I am the type who doesn't easily throw away years of my life).
This is it! And, sometimes I still can't believe it!