Thursday, August 21, 2008

...duty is heavier than a mountain...

Perhaps I'll never know how heavy duty really is, as Rand in the Wheel of Time experienced it, but I do know that sometimes, I feel that this gigantic weight will never be lifted off my shoulders. I want to do everything that I could to help out. I know my responsibilities.

Sometimes what I do does not seem to be enough. And I feel bad for these negative feelings that beset me during these times. I should be giving without feeling bad, shouldn't I?

Having two, sometimes conflicting, interests further complicates matters. Sometimes I just want to scream. Can't anyone try to do something here? Does it always have to be me? Do I always have to put my interests aside?

(Now I feel better and worse at the same time...)

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